Surrender ...

I have a sad sinking feeling that It would best to surrender, absolutely and completely; whatever it may mean. The difficulty is that I don't know what ritual, ceremony or habit would make for SURRENDER.

Does it mean I cease to exist ...
Or, escape ceaselessy into diversions ...
Be a zombie ...
Keep rattling off synonyms of the word ...
Find a Guru and badger him to bugger me into salvation ...

(Not pretty thoughts)

May be I should switch off my brain!

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/xztzg_sarah-mclachlan-sweet-surrender_music