Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Control versus Freedom



How is one one to experience pure and inhibitionless freedom?


      Oh Freedom, how I long and fret
     Every minute for you to embrace
     My burdened soul ...

     Oh fickle folly of the hair-brained
     Do you really live beyond some lofty portals
     Or, are you just a crazy dream
     
      Wrought upon by cursed smoke and narcotics,
      You have befooled many, 
      Who never shall cease 
      To lay themselves upon you feet

      Do you not have a heart
      To have pity on damned souls
      Of those who long till eternity
      When their lives are nothing but brief ... 


It seems to me that fear and greed are constantly preying on my ability to exist freely and independently -- ability to see clearly and thus experience reality as it is. And, mind it, I am not talking about experience in terms of moments isolated from their moorings in chronological time and sociological context. It is easy to look at oneself by dividing an experience and time into their various facets--emotional propensity, visual details, psychological dependencies, and subjective outcome of the experience measured from a selected point of reference.

*** Pardon the convulted prose. I am still working on keeping it simple.     
    

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